I’ve recently found out that I have never dreamed or planned my own wedding as a kid. Instead, I actually planned my whole funeral even the funeral cost, flowers to be used, etc. It was actually quite odd learning about this.
I had always been an odd kid I took liking into what everybody considers weird or strange and would eventually find it cool years after. You can say that more often than not, I was an outcast. I liked Klaus Nomi for Christ sake. It’s because of people like him that my generation would be forever creative.
I’ve read Transmetropolitan while everybody else has been reading Sweet Valley High. So strange as it is, I did plan for my own funeral. Everyone has to wear white and has to look good. I specifically said, they have to take a bath everyday and have to be fashionable when going to my wake. Music and bands will play. Then I will be cremated and my ashes would be spread out in the ocean.
I was so excited about my own plans that I emailed it to my mom making her quite upset. I don’t know, I think I’m just open to dying at any moment because I know that my life didn’t revolve around me trying to fit in. I’ve always done what I love and what I wanted. I can say that I did live my life. I think people should be more open to dying. In this way, they are opening themselves to life.
“It is because everything must end that everything is beautiful.”
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